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In memory of the late Kurt Cobain
Written by: Steven W.
© Copyright 1995, All Rights Reserved. Use Permission
Intro: (Spoken:) (Just released from the King County Medical Examiners Office: We have positively identified the body of Kurt Cobain by finger prints. The autopsy has shown that Kurt died of a self-inflicted shot gun wound to the head. Seattle Police Dept. Homicide and King County Medical Examiners are continuing thier investigation. The next information on this death is scheduled to be released at 3pm Monday April 11, 1994)
A rare thought, a scarce lie.
Few have heard, so frequently cried.
Occasionally to die, so seldom to sigh, (why...) (4x)
Chorus:
Set me apart from others, detached from my sores.
Sever me from, these isolated endeavors (2x) (Caged lies) (Alright)
Alone and silenced, alienated from strife.
Apart in bloom, detached from life.
Hidden in structures, built privately inside.
Removed from soul, secluded to hide.
Separated from right, (severed i cried...)
(Chorus:) (2x)
(Kurt Cobain, Why did you have to die?)
(Why?)
(Suicide, suicide's a dead end street...)
A rare thought, a scarce lie.
Few have heard, so frequently cried.
Occasionally to die, so seldom to sigh, (why...) (4x)
(Chorus:) (4x)
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Written by: Steven W.
© Copyright 1995, All Rights Reserved. Use Permission
I'm falling, I can't get up.
I fallen down, to my knees. (2 Sam. 24:14)
My life has, stalled in dismay.
My heart, no longer sees. (Ps. 61:1)
My flesh, has taken over.
My soul has, decided to submit.
It has gotten, in the way.
I so badly, want to fall and quit... (Ps. 102:1-7)
Chorus:
And I'm falling, on a downward spiral, I've fallen to my knees.
I'm falling on, a downward spiral.
Lord please tell me, am i a man who sees, as i bleed...
My blood has, turned to water.
It's no more, thicker then spit.
it's gotten, in the way.
I can't stand, i can't sit.
My mind's filled, with horror.
For this has, never happened before. (Ps. 27:7-10)
My head's filled, with dreams.
With sanity and, creatures that sore... (Ps. 101:1-4)
(Chorus:)
I've fallen, into a dream state.
God have you forgotten, to wake me.
The raven cries, your soon dead.
For the mud's, too thick to see.
Lord I'm sorry, i fell asleep.
When i was, to be awake.
God please, forgive this fool.
I promise to, stay awake... (Ps. 27:1-5)
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Dream State
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Written by: Steven W.
© Copyright 2009, All Rights Reserved. Use Permission
Journey to my mind, trip through my brain.
Searching for God, on this mental train.
On a trip, or is this a dream.
My God, can you hear me as i scream...
Chorus: 1
Is This A Dream, Or Is This Real.
When Reality Is, Something You Feel.
Am i Crazy, Am i Sane, Explain.
Finding Things That Don't Relate,
Living In This Dream State...
Why, is this life one bad dream,
Can't you hear the demons scream.
When reality causes me to sin, i end up in places,
i've never been.
From a prison cell, to a life of hell.
i toss and turn in my sleep, only to find i'm in to deep.
i sliver around like a snake, only to find that i'm awake...
(Chorus:1)
Chorus: 2
Good-by Sweat Dreams, Welcome To Hell.
Now i Live With A god Who Fell, What About You...
My dream state is life, my reality is hell.
i'm dead, can't you tell.
My God, can you find me, ..i fell.
into this Dream State...
(Chorus:1,2,1) ..(2x)...
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Written by: Steven W.
© Copyright 1995, All Rights Reserved. Use Permission
Letter to God,
are you feeling alright?
My sheets are wet, from the tears,
that I've cried tonight.
I'm trying to depend on you,
but that's so hard to do,
when nothing's going right, tonight...
Chorus:
Letter To God...
The pain gets hard, when things get rough.
The road is hard, when times are tough.
But I'm believing in you, to pull me through.
For whenever i cry, you always do...
(Chorus:)
Letter to God,
are you feeling alright?
My sheets are wet, from the tears,
that I've cried tonight.
I'm trying to depend on you,
but that's so hard to do,
when nothing's going right, tonight...
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Written by: Steven W.
© Copyright 2009, All Rights Reserved. Use Permission
Lord look on me, feel my decay.
When I bleed, is there meaning, to what I say.
Or has my mind, turned to clay...
Chorus:
Then I cried for the time, you cried for me.
Did I bleed for the blood, you shed while on bender knee.
Tell me why these thoughts,
bounce in my heed for the night sanity bled...
Trapped in a cage, of flesh and blood.
Colors eat away, at my dignity.
Stuffing my face, with dirt and mud,
only to feed, and satisfy my vanity...
(Chorus: )
Bridge:
Does the son shine upon this naked face,
or does it turn in disgrace...
Lord, look into my eye's.
Do you cry for me, and my angry sights?
Watch me dive, into my pain.
Slowly going insane, for the night you bled...
(Chorus: )
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Written by: Steven W.
© Copyright 1995, All Rights Reserved. Use Permission
He tore into me, she tore with no remorse.
I never knew how deep i was.
Spewing mocking words, fiery yet corse.
My sickness is getting worse, i can't get it off.
It plagues my mind's source, it makes my soul cough...
Chorus 1:
Mommy I'm scared, can you soothe these things i bare?
Mommy I'm scared, do you even care???
Accusers stand all around, thier simple words scar.
They tell me of my past, i know I'm no star.
I bare no future, in thier time.
To them I'm gagged and bound.
Not knowing the, first or last.
Innocence is nowhere, to be found...
(Chorus 1:)
The devils of my mind, come at me in the night,
i can't help but feel skeptical.
For i find no truth, within all the lies.
Mockery swings it's whip, my flesh returns with it.
I've no acceptance, I've no respect, and still i forgive...
(Chorus 1:)
Chorus 2:
Lord I'm scared, can you soothe these things i bare?
Lord I'm scared, show us that your there...
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Othniel Kerrville, Texas
We Are A Christian Band. Sound is Hard Modern Rock /Stoner Rock with Some Industrial Elements (i.e. Piano, Remixes & Other
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